Are you Willing

Are you willing to be free?
Are you willing to stop the self-torture?
Are you willing to let yourself off the hook?
This is counter to our human animal conditioning,
and yet it is exactly what is called for at this time.
Are you willing for something bigger, something unknown?
This is a messages that has just been put out by the lovely teacher Gangaji. I think we are on the same page!!!
REALLY this is the ONLY question. WHAT is YOUR answer??

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Conspiracy Theories etc.

This is a departure from out theme but I thought it was right to share this channelling that I was given this morning.

Have you like me been trying to educate yourself with all the various theories about the true history of man, alien interference with the human race, the illuminati, financial conspiracy and so on? It is all interesting, (to say the least!) but this morning I was given this message which I would like to share with you.

“This is a message from a higher truth; a place that is you, and in that place it is me, in that place of unity. I am bringing you this message; you are bringing you this message; you are bringing me this message.

As the energy builds in of the Earth year 2012 there is a kaleidoscope of information that is being disseminated. Technology has brought the possibility of masses amount of information being easily accessible to anyone who searches it out. Have you noticed that if you listen to this information carefully, everyone can prove themselves right, but there are nearly as many interpretations as there are people interpreting.

It is exactly the same model of human thinking that has been behind much of scientific research. Principles reflected in the ideas like ‘close investigation’; ‘attention to detail’; in other words the human practice of being drawn into looking closely at something and losing the bigger picture.

This is causing so many people a whole range of emotional responses; anticipation, fear, hope (which is unfounded is a very stressful state), uncertainty, confusion, complacency, depression and so on.

This message is not about confirming or denying any of the conspiracy theories. It is simply to remind you of the bigger picture.


There is a basic truth that seems to be very easily forgotten. If something is true, then it is true. No one is nearly pregnant and no tree is only partially a tree. The supreme Divine creative principle was not an insurance company that wrote into the agreement a whole list of exception clauses e.g. from the point of view or sacred geometry, round is round and square is square; and if it isn’t then it isn’t.


From this knowledge let us remind ourselves of some basic truths. The principals and teachings of the Ying and Yang symbol is probably the profoundest and most helpful concept to embrace at this time.


The second truth is that you are not your body and when the body dies you are liberated. You are not your mind and when you stop thinking there is freedom. You are not your emotions and when they are still you can see.


Everything that is happening and indeed everything that has ever happened is simply the invitation to remember who you are. It has never changed.


In love, from love, only love,

You and Me.


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Forgiveness. Self forgiveness allows self Love to flow. Self love allows love of life to flow.

The next step in self love is self forgiveness. Even if it doesn’t feel like it right now I can promise you that you have always done the best you could at the time and it wasn’t your fault. But this is not an invitation for complacency and excuses, just self-knowledge.

If you were only to know how amazingly well you have done considering the bombardment of negative conditioning that you move received. If you were someone else I’m sure you would forgive them.

We also need to realise that we have forgotten so much. The process of being born is actually a process of dying to the knowledge of who we are beyond this physical realm. It is a strange thought that perhaps we have got it the wrong way round. Perhaps we should feel great compassion towards a newborn baby and great joy when someone dies.

Self forgiveness is the most healing thing you can ever do. It also gives us the strength and ability to forgive others. When you were little you were probably discouraged from talking to yourself that I would like to really encourage you in doing that. Create a time when you will not be interrupted and sit facing an empty chair or cushion. Either visualise that you are sat facing yourself or place something on the chair that represents you. And talk; but don’t forget to give yourself time to reply. Really speak your truths, there is no one listening but you.

I promise you that this simple process can have profound and far-reaching results.

Remember love is the answer but we cannot give for from an empty vessel.

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Where did the Love Go? A look at how we quench our own Self Love.

I am guessing that you have been taught so well and so completely that there is room for improvement that you will find it hard to believe me when I say that you are perfect and totally loveable exactly as you are. You might even feel a little bit angry with me for making the statement and of course be able to find many reasons why I can’t be right.

Now isn’t that interesting in its self!

We have been taught so well that striving to improve is important, even the purpose of living, but in order to do this we are constantly looking for failure in our self. We have to in order to identify the places that need improving.

How can you possibly love something that is so faulty, so in need of improvement? Well the answer is that you can’t. If we are constantly finding fault with ourselves we cannot fall in love and be in harmony with who we are.

Does this bring up real sadness in your heart? It does in mine.

Do you know that the first words that you ever heard, even if you didn’t understand them you felt the energy and the implication, were that you were being compared to someone else, assessed, quantified, measured. What you heard may have gone like this:

“My first pregnancy was easier than this one”; “Mary is sitting up before Johnny”; “Jack is crawling before Sophie” or “Emma was out of nappies before Sean”.

This constant mantra of comparison instills in our minds the concept that everything only is what it is when it is compared to something else. It subtly gives the message that the only way to define, evaluate and assess oneself, is through comparison. Through these eyes nothing is valued for itself and it is hard, nigh impossible to find something that is perfect.

This way of thinking can be switched round in a moment, in an instant, but it can also take some time. There is a lot of unravel and a 180° switch in perception to be embraced. And the process deserves, in fact necessitates, a great deal of self-love and compassion.

Seeing this pattern of constant comparison and assessment of ourselves is the first massive step forwards to self-love. But this is a really tricky path. When you see something you criticise in yourself; don’t judge yourself for critisising! This is simply running around the same hamster wheel. Love yourself for having done this because do you know, you were doing your best and that deserves love.

Seeing the pattern is 80% of the journey and the rest is about watching and observing the programs, lovingly deleting and writing new scripts.


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Full moon Meditation for 3/07/12 illustrating the practical use of the 72 Angel Names of the Tree of Life as show in the last chapter of the book.

The clear night skies here in Egypt keeper me very aware of the moon phases. Sirius is also high and bright. Tomorrow is the full moon and as the astrological information below shows the moon will bring its influence to bear on the dominant energy of the moment which are the square between Pluto and Uranus.

The energies of questioning the “ultimate realities of existence” and “the interplay of life and death processes”, can bring feelings of uncertainty, disillusionment and doubt as we personal experience a dropping away of a sense of knowing what is true. It may also feel very difficult to get a sense of the future. On a very personal level all paradigms are breaking down. It is so easy to see the process on the vaster scale but when it is close to home and we realise that what we thought was true, we are not sure of anymore, and where our path was leading seems to drop away into a mist of uncertainty, a powerful invitation arises to simply rest in the now moment.

You may like to do this Full Moon celebration.

Prepare your space.

Invoke the energies of the directions.

Face East

“Through the Archangel Raphael I call in the energy of the East: I invoke the element of air and honour the Devic Lord of Air Paralda”. (The colour is yellow, so you could visualise the yellow light of dawn across a landscape of yellow hills, cornfields and blossoms. Hear the sound of wind and feel it on your skin).

Turn 90° and face South.

“Through the Archangel Michael I call in the energy of the South: I invoke the element fire and honour the Devic Lord of fire Djin”. (The colour is orange. You could visualise a distant volcano, burning forests grass. Feel the heat and smell the smoke).

Turn 90° and face West.

“Through the Archangel Gabriel I call in the energy of the West: I invoke the element water and honour the Devic Lord of water Nixa”. (The colour is deep midnight purple. You could visualise the full moon shining on the vast ocean; falling rain from a passing cloud. Feel, hear and smell water.)

Turn 90° to face North.

“Through the Archangel Uriel I call in the energies of the North: I invoke the element of Earth and honour the Devic Lord of Earth Gobe.”(The colours are citrine, olive, russet and black. You can visualise is seen that you love with rocks and mountains, Earth and fields, trees flowers on animals. Hear the sounds smell the smells.

Stand/sit in the middle and be aware the energy above and below you.

Become very aware of the breath naturally coming in and out of the body. Continue doing this for as long as you wish allowing everything to drop away and finding yourself in the now moment.

Call these Angel names 3 times each, to invoke their gifts. (All information is in the book)

3. Sitael – (SIT-AH-EL). Through the principles that constructed the universe this Angel supports us in building anything that is based on truth and Love. It also helps us to recognise anything that is not built on truth.

9. Aziel – (AA-ze-EL). The Angel of forgiveness.  This Angel brings a spontaneous feeling of Love and forgiveness for oneself and others. Forgiveness is always the herald of new beginnings. It also helps us to keep promises and renew friendship with sincerity and faith.

24. Hahuiah – ((ha-HOO-ee-YAH). This is the Angel of protection through truth. How often do we wrongly accuse ourselves of failure in some way and forget the truth that we had done our best at the time. The Angel Hahuiah also allows the truth to come to the surface when someone has been wrongly accused. It is a powerful support in the freeing of dissidents and exiles.

25. Nith-Haiah – (NIT-ha-YAH). This is the Angel of spiritual wisdom and spiritual magic. It helps us to understand and appreciate the cycles of creation and its mysteries.

33. Yehuiah – (Yyay-HOO-see-YAH). This is the Angel of subordination to higher orders. If feelings of betrayal arise then the answer lies within ourselves and we need to ask in what way we had betrayed our own higher self‘s or Soul’s guidance. This is the Angel that brings the energy of “Not My Will But Thy Will”.

40. Yeiazel – (YAY-ah-ZEL). This Angel brings healing balm when we are going through difficult times. It is the Angel of Divine consolation and comfort.

50. Daniel – (DA-nee-EL). This is the Angel of eloquence connecting our thoughts and words to the clarity and honesty of Divine intervention. Invoking this energy will support spiritual teachers and anyone wishing to communicate spiritual ideas.

58. Yeialel – (YAY-a-LEL). When we use the power of the mind to observe our responses to situations, we can become a Master of our emotions. This Angel supports the mental discipline in order to do this.

69. Rochel – (ro-SHEEL). If we have latent talents and abilities, some of which may have been learnt in a past life, this Angel supports in calling these forwards so that we can use them again. It also helps us to find anything that we think we may have lost.

Sit still and silently and breathe in to your centre and your heart the gifts of these Angels.

You might like to make the following affirmations or some of your own.

In that space you could make these affirmations.

I let go of the past

I surrender to a future unknown

I let go of anticipation and hope

I am one with the cosmic mind

I know all I need to know

I experience all that I need to experience

I let go of needing to understand the process

Sit for as long as you wish.

Closed down the space by thanking the Angels and the directions. (Though anticlockwise round the direction starting with North).


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More Clues to Self Love

When we look at some of the basic paradigms of Western culture and society there are many fundamental attitudes and practices that create lack of self-love replacing it with ideas of ‘not as good as’, ‘could do better’, and ‘there is room for improvement’.

It is really funny, I am simply writing what Spirit is showing to me but I may as well be reading my school reports. What was the message you got from school? And those were the most delicate and formative times of our life and we were being deeply inculcated with the belief that we were not good enough. This was being done by people who believed that it was their job to improve us because they themselves felt that they needed improvement. And so the lie was perpetuated.

There is room here for a big social debate, but this is not the time or place. I will reflect though that the English education system is very hierarchical and it is interesting to note that the children in privileged schools are injected at a very early age with a massive dose of success belief structures. I wonder why they are successful.

As a child I experienced more than my fair share of messages which told me that I was not good enough. Now as an adult, and having had many many years of unraveling and seeing its untruths, I am still amazed at how deeply and insidiously the programs run. Growing up with dyslexia, before it was recognised or understood, I acquired more red marks on my school books than you can imagine. I was though, very good at sport so competitiveness and winning became very important. Being competitiveness is just a more in your face form of making comparisons. It is very revealing to notice how powerfully the habit of making comparisons impacts on our way of thinking and it is so much part of everyday life.

If you would like to do a daily practice which will open up more self-love, noticing when and how you compare yourself to others I am sure will be very helpful. Look out for the subtle ways in which you do this.

The act of being critical or compare ourselves to others, is proof of a deep belief that we are not as we should be. We should therefore assume that the Divine creator has made some kind of mistake. The Divine has not; it is simply that we have been trained so well to believe in our imperfection.



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