Beliefs about Disease – quote from the book.

Below is a list of beliefs and ideas about disease. I think they are all quite common. It is really interesting to notice how many include self reproach and/or blame to ones self or others.

“This is not a list of correct or false beliefs about disease. It is simply a list of beliefs that I have come across. You could perhaps add some you know.

I inherited this disease from my parents or grandparents.

This disease has come from nowhere.

I am ill because of stress.

I don’t deserve to be ill.

I am ill because I didn’t look after myself properly.

It is an accident that I am unwell.

It is someone else’s fault that I am ill.

My disease is punishment.

My disease is clearing.

I am ill because of my poor diet.

I am ill because I failed in some way.

I am ill because of the environment and pollution.

I am ill because of suppressed emotions.

My disease comes from trauma in my childhood.

God is punishing me.

I became ill because of the shock of a physical accident.

A child may think that their parent’s illness is their fault in some way.

My body is trying to tell me something.

I catch diseases easily because my immune system is not very strong.

I am ill because of an infection virus that I picked up.

It is because of my age.

It is Divine retribution.

It is because it is my time to die.

I am unwell because of the weather or time of year.

It is because my Mother took drugs during the pregnancy.

I am unwell because of side-effects of medication.

I don’t know why I am ill.

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Self Love is the Key

I think that there is an interesting parallel between our attitude to ourselves when we are experiencing disease and the overall level of self-love we experience and express. One is a barometer of the other. So by becoming aware of our personal response to when we are not perfect, i.e. sick in some way, we can really start to understand and get in touch with our level of self-love.

To truly know self-love and compassion is the only goal and all paths lead here. Returning home; the knowing of the divine self; soul consciousness; the higher self; Nirvana; Ascension and so on are different ways of describing self-love. If the divine, God, the great Creator, whatever term we want to use, is ultimately love then understanding self-love is embracing and becoming one and becoming one with all of creation.

One of the things that we will be exploring in these blogs is the gifts of disease. All of creation is in balance, Yin and Yang, dark and light, negative and positive. Duality is only when we see these as separate energies and do not understand that the one depends totally on the other for its existence.

We are very well trained in seeing the negative side of disease but to truly heal, balance needs to be found by exploring the possibilities, and therefore exploring true nature of disease by searching out the gifts.

Our constant mantra when Kevin was suffering (and I use that word consciously) with the cancer was “What is the gift”.

So perhaps today we can list the first two gift of being unwell. It is the possibility to see clearly how we can love ourselves more and how we can find more balance.  This gift is not to be underestimated.

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Disease: A Change of Perspective?

This is the first of what I feel will be many challenges/invitations to view disease differently.


It is Mid Summers Day and the date is interestingly symmetrical    21 / 6 /12.

There is a lot of interesting information that has come to the surface since the book was completed in the Spring of 2010. I am really excited to have this opportunity to share this information with as an understanding of the topic in the book deepens.

In a way perhaps another book will unfold day by day as I report what is given to me.

I feel that the pattern will be for the information in the daily blog will be given to me each morning. It is always a wonderful time as that window between waking and engaging in the practicalities of the day opens and brings new insights; remonstrant of the ‘balcony moments’ in the book.

It looks as if spirit wants us to start by looking more closely at our attitude and relationship with disease. I feel that each piece of information will potentially be a trigger in everyone who reads this, bringing a deeper understanding of their own personal attitude and relationship to disease.

To get to the truth of what we really believe is not always straight forwards because there is often a contradiction between a conscious thought or idea and the subconscious program. From birth we are deeply program by our society in many different ways.

Being aware of our attitude towards disease is of paramount importance if we want to heal and be healthy. I mentioned in the book that many of our attitudes towards disease are in total opposition to spiritual paradigms that we deem to be true. I believe that starting to unravel these contradictions will bring greater health and happiness.

A good place to start looking for clues to our subconscious programming is through the language that we, often unwittingly, use. Not only does language act as a powerful affirmation but it also reveals a belief systems. If you would like to deepen your own personal awareness of your sub-conscious beliefs about disease I recommend that you start to make your own personal list of the words that you use around illness and disease.

These are snippets of an imaginary conversation. Have you ever said anything like this?

“I will have to go to the doctor/ healer because there is something wrong with my………………

“I wish I didn’t have a problem with my……………….

“I have failed the  ….…. test

“I need to go for some medical investigations.

“I am suffering from….

“I am handicapped by…..

Then there are the ‘I AM’ affirmations. I am, is probably the most powerful affirmation there is because it is declaring who you are. We usual mean to just describe what the ‘I’ is experiencing not create an identity, but that is not what we are saying/creating. It is an interesting question, though, to ask how often we (the collective human WE) do create a disease as an identity.

“I am arthritic

“I am asthmatic

“I am lame

“I am blind

“I am sad

“I am depressed 

If you hear yourself saying or think any think like this I suggest you shout out “No I AM NOT. I AM ……….. and arthritis (etc) is being experienced.

And there are the medical terms:

Irritable, aggressive, impaired, deficient, acute, chronic, disordered, malignant, syndrome, casualty, shock, clinic, failure, degeneration, infestation, loss, etc. 

I am not necessarily saying that these are not accurate descriptions but just to notice how negative an energy is crated.

Love and Peace Always




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What is the difference between Angelic Reiki and Usui Reiki

What is the difference between Angelic Reiki and Usui Reiki 

This is probably the most frequently asked question so it felt like a good place to start. It is not possible to give an absolute answer because the teaching of Usui Reiki differs from teacher to teacher and country to country. I can only answer based on my experience of Usui Reiki which would indicate that there are many differences.


  •  In Angelic Reiki the teacher does not do the attunements and the energy does not come through the teacher.
  • The attunements are done by ‘The Angelic Kingdom of Light’ and given to each individual by their own healing Angel. This is not the Angel that has come to them to do healings. It is the Angelic energy that creates the link for that person as a healer, to the Angelic Kingdom.
  • When an attunement comes through a human consciousness, it is touched by that consciousness, but when it comes directly as a gift from the Angels it is give its pure state.
  • There is no lineage.(Just the Angels)
  • The symbols are integrated through sacred geometry.

Other activations and attunements 

  • One of the key differences is that Angelic Reiki includes a specific attunement to the wisdom and Divine gifts of The Angelic Kingdom of Light. This is given by the 30 Archangels known as the ‘Mighty Sarim’ which includes all those with which we are familiar and many others. This is done through a meditation that takes the participant to the Temple of the Angelic Hierarchy of Light.
  • A Meditation to connect the participants to their ‘Feeling Body’ or greater consciousness. This opens up a greater awareness of out mult-dimensional self.
  • An attunement connecting us to the gifts, qualities and essence of the 10 Archangels of the Tree of Life. This is facilitated through a powerful meditation which activates and connects us to the energies through colour.
  • In Angelic Reiki an attunement is given to the Angelic aspect of the 13 Rays of Creation.
  • A link is created to the healing qualities of the crystals of Atlantis so that these gifts may be used.
  • In Angelic Reiki the participants are connected to their own Galactic healing team in order to fulfill their role as a fully fledged Galactic healer.
  • Four Ascension blessings and activations by Lord Melchizedek are given.


  • Angelic Reiki uses the Atlantean master symbol.
  • At the Masters level the recipient are attuned to the gifts of 12 symbols.
  • The symbols are activated to their Angelic Level.
  • In the second attunement the symbols are activated to Galactic level by Lord Melchizedek.
  • In the fourth and master attunement the symbols are activated to their Universal level by the Lord Melchizedek.
  • As part of the Archangelic initiation, the symbols are activated to their subatomic, molecular, genetic, mathematical, musical, and the physical, and super luminary aspects.
  • The symbols are integrated at all seven levels of form and Divine form.


  • Three different cleanses, each done by the Angelic Kingdom, are part of an Angelic Reiki workshop.
  • All attunements are preceded by a cleansing.
  • Karma cutting by the Archangel Michael.
  • Soul re-connection. 


  • The system includes 9 different healing methods, all directed by the Angels.
  • Angels do all healings and the job of the healer is simply to hold the space. Perhaps the most difficult part of an Angelic Reiki healing is for the healer to maintain a totally passive role.
  • The healer has nothing to do except follow the instructions of the over-lighting Angel (s) which has presented itself specifically for that recipient.
  • The healer does not chant, draw, visualise or intend the presence of any symbols or energies.
  • In Angelic Reiki the Angelic Kingdom of Light are totally responsible for the healing process without input (interference) by the healer. The healer just holds the space.
  • Angelic Reiki totally honours the saying ‘Not My Will but I Will’.
  • There is only one hand position and this simply connects the recipient to the unconditional Love of their Higher/Soul self.
  • The links and energies for the healing are totally up to the Angels. 

Information / Ancient Wisdom 

  • The philosophy and teaching of Angelic Reiki is based in what we have termed “The Ancient Wisdom”, rather than new-age spirituality. This includes all time honoured spiritual practices such as protection, cleansing and dedicating a space, and many other aspects of spiritual practice. (More information is available in the book).
  • The concept of ‘An Angel’ as embraced in Angelic Reiki, is also based on ancient wisdom. This dates back to before the burning of the manuscripts in the library of Alexandria, Egypt, and in Nicaea, (modern-day Turkey) by the Romans and Roman Church.
  • Included in the workshops is information on death and dying, the nature cause of disease, the healing process, Ascension symptoms and much more.


  • The workshops are very practical and experiential. The group energy is very important in facilitating the group experience.
  • It is not possible to do distance attunements for Angelic Reiki and the energy in one-on-one attunements is not experience to its full potential.
Love and Peace Always


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